Since I started using I have had many ups and downs but have mainly felt depressed and unhappy. Now I feel I have matured and grown up, I don’t want to use anymore, I want to find a job and move on in my life. Having a job is so important to me and would be something which I feel would increase my ability to not use drugs. I am studying maths at the moment and am waiting for a dyslexia course.
In my heart I feel I am strong enough to change. I am determined to give up using but feel a bit scared about the change but also feel a little bit excited about my future.